Saturday, October 31, 2009
settled family brizzly.
Friday, October 30, 2009
review my situation&immerse in God's love.
dozed while d/l.
Thursday, October 29, 2009
fine tuned my meebo, repair broken link with fb.
dread again of pilot.
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
read&game.
fine tuned facebook profiles.
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
post a blog for holy dream&family new cyberspace.
golden Autumn in light show. Holy dream
these weeks a bit busy, for the freedom world offers so many invalueable stuff. in these weeks, my family sites continued to expand, now including delicious accounts, which now support yahoo account's automaitcally login; tumblr blogs, which so powerful while so fit; seesmic, a twitter client can help me bypass the deadly blocking of twitter from China surveillance; and tweet.im, an autoposting service binding with gtalk account. i also seeing family site expanding within demestically, including 139.com, an affiliate of the monoply company, China mobile, and dii.cn, a twitter clone with neat interface. since yesterday, i felt i should preserve family 2 new namespace, riveryog for me and warozhu for baby son, warren zhu, Hope of China and God of universe, with facebook, the best and largest social network. China surveillance likely blocking facebook's sms service within its sovereign, for i tried several mobiles, none can receive facebook's verifying code in sms. i tried to reach out a Taiwanese among my google contacts, but his mobile also can't receive my facebook's verifying code.
these weeks mostly sunny days. with God's beam, i like to fly at will. China surveillance blocking more and more famous sites, including google sites, goole apps, tumblr, hellotxt, posterous, and yahoo meme, but i was never daunted, each time i lose an open voice channel, i would try to compensate with new reach out to more brilliant western world sites. God's message never fade, or wind-gone, but populate springly. i enjoy seeing my future people voice here now, a missing treat for my loneliness i suffered so far in this eccentric corner of northeastern China. i enjoy the virtual team in God's shine, upon every directions of the globle.
its also mostly lightened days, with so many games. baby son made every free moment gamed on my new notebook with my companion, imersing in games like "frontline" or "call of duty". play games is my long time dream, esp. when i saw quite less informed persons also enjoy themselves a lot in games, esp. first person shotting. i always love to see the advanced applications of artifical intelligence, or complicate interactive between human and robot or machine system, like games. but previously i always engaged in stuff more concrete, like download, resource management, site building, learning, etc. but baby's invitation these days drew me into hot games so deep and so imersing, that i really felt the world of colorful and possible.
its a bright moment now, seeing sunshine over the trees parrel to office window. dog on facing desk biting heavily, as usual, and the dead roaming in the corridor. i enjoyed so many golden moments in my life. last night, i asked baby son to sleep alone me, he did after some time of play. in mid night, all of us, including his mother, emakingir, woke up, in God's set, to celebrate the love and glory. i just dreamed of a lonely pilot, who fight persistantly. God shown me what's manly and what's the ultimate hardness and grace a blessed can be. i again, after many times seen before in the end of holy dreams, the mightiest God, and the non-impossible.
yes, gays and dogs biting now around. killing them just a matter of seconds. i see my second wife, Masheng, from Japan, changed this morning my bank deposit book into a deposit card, i saw the wells of my family never plentier and stronger.
at noon i again saw the tall girl in QRRS, walking passed my office window. i sticked my head outside of the window, likely she noticed me. she is tall and fit, i hope God don't train more me harsh and coarse with loneliness and ever harder hopes in perished.
Ok, now, Omen, God, save my Empire, bring me my beloved.
From Life as it extends |
benzrad, me, proud dad, holding baby son, warren zhu, hope of China, for a shot by emakingir.
From Life as it extends |
a corner view of south park, near emakingir's house. baby playing his scooter with his mom's companion.
From Life as it extends |
bright beaming: baby son, warren zhu, in a lol.
more of my Autumn weekend hauntout.
See and download the full gallery on posterous
God shown me.
Monday, October 26, 2009
posted yesterday's photos.claimed 2 new facebook profiles.
Sunday, October 25, 2009
late sleep in a bright morning.
Saturday, October 24, 2009
family haunted outside&shot photos. gamed all night.
claimed family account with tweet.im.
Friday, October 23, 2009
gamed.
claimed family accounts with seesmic.
read&attend d/l.
Thursday, October 22, 2009
read.gamed.
tried posting to yahoo meme via proxy but failed.
dream of acrobats.
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
claimed family delicious.
dream.
gamed with baby last night. told him omens of revengeful demons around.
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
dozed in office. post recent photo of first snow to picasa.
setup family new tumblr blogs.
Monday, October 19, 2009
claimed family accounts with tumblr.
Sunday, October 18, 2009
reconciled with baby&gamed together in night.
baby need lessons.
refused baby again.
dream of Obama, President of America.
Saturday, October 17, 2009
try to got download under China surveillance. gamed&read.
dreamed of sally. it
Friday, October 16, 2009
dined out. gamed all night.
Spirit hit me&breathe love.
Thursday, October 15, 2009
read&game.
post a blog for baby's bath&my recent Internet access unstable.
wrest with China surveillance.
its now golden season here in northeastern China. bright sunshine in most days, and warm&crisp air conveys the golden bliss. i enjoyed pc games more and more with baby son, who rightly a savvy gamer, and insatiable entertainment sitter. every night when i lay down on bed alone him and his mother, i just feel too precious a day it was. i hold his bear and smooth foot, and amazed by God's glory.
but now all things so bright. the China authority resolved to challenge the common sense. quite some lames supposed the tighten surveillance will loose after the special period of National Day march, but it was not the case in this year and this time. the loser broke the mind, doomed to farewell to its once appealing, doomed to separate China with the world, peaceful people with the docile. the Internet censorship turning more and more harsh and smooth most free mind and good wishes Chinese hold so far under the faked forged socialism.
these days my pc os was hacked, or my web traffic under arbitral filtering. my web traffic never overlap 90KB/s, since yesterday the grandma clean the house and i also at the moment refurnish my os with common software's update. in last 2 days i tried lots of way to make clear what's wrong with the lagging and sometimes unstable Internet traffic. but most of my works led lighter to the endeavor of hidden dark hand over my os and my account or audit or filter in my Internet ISP's router or network hardware. net neutral, a purpose pushing in US, a far cry and forever utopia for Chinese in Socialism dome, just like its doctorate died decades among the bloody red starred geopolitics. but i know world aligns to change, including the dying China mainland, as God promised me, as the Empire in my title and host from hundred years ago from my glorious ancestor. China determined to change, since the history of the world. the dying sin let to supervise the scary land in these years, was ordered to leave now. a brighter sky encompassing the land emerging from the dim and dark.
OK, its sunny now outside of my office. i was the blessed to own the vast land, China. i was testified to claim here again, as the theft of state nowadays frequent deaf due to their greediness.
From Baby Son Bathed In Late Autumn Halo |
baby bathed at home in warm late Autumn
From Baby Son Bathed In Late Autumn Halo |
baby watching his mom gaming and enjoy team gaming.
more of my bath.
See and download the full gallery on posterous
its now golden season here in northeastern China. bright sunshine in most days, and warm&crisp air conveys the golden bliss. i enjoyed pc games more and more with baby son, who rightly a savvy gamer, and insatiable entertainment sitter. every night when i lay down on bed alone him and his mother, i just feel too precious a day it was. i hold his bear and smooth foot, and amazed by God's glory.
but now all things so bright. the China authority resolved to challenge the common sense. quite some lames supposed the tighten surveillance will loose after the special period of National Day march, but it was not the case in this year and this time. the loser broke the mind, doomed to farewell to its once appealing, doomed to separate China with the world, peaceful people with the docile. the Internet censorship turning more and more harsh and smooth most free mind and good wishes Chinese hold so far under the faked forged socialism.
these days my pc os was hacked, or my web traffic under arbitral filtering. my web traffic never overlap 90KB/s, since yesterday the grandma clean the house and i also at the moment refurnish my os with common software's update. in last 2 days i tried lots of way to make clear what's wrong with the lagging and sometimes unstable Internet traffic. but most of my works led lighter to the endeavor of hidden dark hand over my os and my account or audit or filter in my Internet ISP's router or network hardware. net neutral, a purpose pushing in US, a far cry and forever utopia for Chinese in Socialism dome, just like its doctorate died decades among the bloody red starred geopolitics. but i know world aligns to change, including the dying China mainland, as God promised me, as the Empire in my title and host from hundred years ago from my glorious ancestor. China determined to change, since the history of the world. the dying sin let to supervise the scary land in these years, was ordered to leave now. a brighter sky encompassing the land emerging from the dim and dark.
OK, its sunny now outside of my office. i was the blessed to own the vast land, China. i was testified to claim here again, as the theft of state nowadays frequent deaf due to their greediness.
From Baby Son Bathed In Late Autumn Halo |
baby bathed at home in warm late Autumn
From Baby Son Bathed In Late Autumn Halo |
baby watching his mom gaming and enjoy team gaming.
more of my bath.
See and download the full gallery on posterous
dream of dns setup in hometown.
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
stay home to fix abnormal Internet conncet problem on my notebook since yesterday.
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
read&gamed.
test frequent Internet access failure.
dreamed of MLM.
Monday, October 12, 2009
sort os. Internet abnormal.
the evil boy exhausted baby&me.
Sunday, October 11, 2009
gather new host hack against gdoc's blocking under China surveillance.
dream of Chinese traditional KongFu.
Saturday, October 10, 2009
gamed with baby on notebook in night.
try to fix language problem on win xp. fine tuned my 139 profile at home.
dream of library&search for fonts.
Friday, October 09, 2009
read&game.
clean os.
d/l&backup.
Thursday, October 08, 2009
dozed alone at home. gamed in night.
dream of canteen.
Wednesday, October 07, 2009
read&d/l&try new games.
dreamed of snow here didn't.
Tuesday, October 06, 2009
watch Korea TV series with ema.
watch Korea TV series with ema.
claimed family accounts with 139.com.
post blog to include warren's recent works&the vacation.
Temporary while forever lasting pleasure of now
the vacation of China National Day and lunar Mid-Autumn Day, almost passed. baby son, warren zhu, and me, benzrad, enjoyed larger and newer games which can drive my new acer AS 4736G to its full load, beyond wilderness. i also made good use of time when i was left with baby alone when his mom attending her school, to let baby son know more God and the mission of our Royal of China. i also condemned his mother and her family a lot. also a lot of time wasted attending games' download, which very lagging. we just found the beauty of larger pc games, like "Frontline: fuel of war" and "call of duty: modern warfare", both larger than 4 GB, which cost me for 2 and more days to download from p2p. i tried "Frontline" with baby son, who also been attracted at once, but later baby son ditched me and follow his visiting uncle's playing with it, for the uncle more a veteran on games. he was asked to come over to break my intimate time with baby by baby's mother, who likely felt my talk and my critics with baby upon her when she absent.
these days in vacation really sometimes ignite my sex desire. i longing for my girls a lot. but i sure seeing God consoles me with our promised gathering with all my beloved in coming months. i saw God let me endure to lighten the coming elation of new life. i promise all my girls of my full heart, with full fruitful.
its a gloomy morning. i don't fear the spying eyes from China surveillance. i saw budding like spring rains, weak but insistent. i saw blessing of God like warmest and brightest sunshine, killing and healing. i saw my promised love like rains rampant and torrential.
From baby son, warrenzh's works |
baby's work.
From My second notebook, an Acer AS4736G |
my second notebook, her membership of my family since Aug 28th, 2009.
From Life as it extends |
an early full moon near lunar Mid-Autumn Day.