a day thankful while shallowly sorry.

yesterday mostly a raining day. left office earlier than work time after got stuff from web, returned to QRRS dorms in pouring rain. in canteen i ate second loaned dinner. in night in dorm reviewing my love. by reviewing the riskiness waiting for d/l finished, i learned God just lets me be patient, in the end universally gift i yearning for waiting for me, just no harsh. buzzed baby son in agitation, but he told me not buzz him, for he busy with study. the dorm sees these days wading of young residents, and most rooms on the floor now shut door. however, now its a bright morning as i expected. God, bring my girls to me, esp. Asoh Yukiko, and my girl zhou. i need even urgent a new family now, u know.